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Archive for March, 2010
Mikael.
Mar 19th
I am not scared of you anymore. You are now done intimidating me from the corner, Mikael. Your complicated being has stopped me from approaching you, from touching you, from trying to reach out and understand you. But now I am tired of it, you have lost your spell over me.
For more than a month I avoided you, pretended that you weren’t there. But your piercing eye kept on following me. Touch me, you dared me. Try and figure me out. Once, I tried. Once I tried to look back, but I quickly gave up again, overwhelmed by the explanation of how to figure you out.
But no more! Now, I will not be scared away. I will not stop until I’ve shaped you into what I want. From a two-dimensional being, I will give you a third. No more fear. Yes, my IKEA file cabinet, it’s you and me now. Built you shall be.
15.
Mar 5th
Lindsey Wixson, a 15-year old, refuses to pose topless for top photographer Craig McDean. She asked for a see-through bra during a shoot for W magazine. She gave as a reason that her mom would hate it. She actually felt like she needed to give a reason.
This fact made it to the news! This is news! A 15-year old girl who does not want the whole world to see her breasts! Why the hell isn’t it news that the world wants to see them? Why? Because normally, on the set of a photoshoot, the pack of wolves and wolverines (all adults) manage to pressurize any insecure ambitious girl into dropping her pants, her top or her underwear. You wanna make it to the top little Missy? Show me some tits and call me after the shoot.
http://www.nu.nl/lifestyle/2197138/15-jarig-model-weigert-topless-poseren.html
Early.
Mar 4th
Still getting up early (a bit earlier even) and still liking it. The most amazing thing so far is that I hardly have any trouble sleeping anymore. A part of this is probably also because I can’t feel the difference between my right ankle and my left ankle, but I also think it’s because of my drastic change in sleeping pattern. It is pretty crazy if you think about it, I think since I was 18, I could have counted the amount of times I went to bed before midnight on two hands, and now I do it a minimum of five times a week! For the rest, there is no point to this entry, except to document that I am still doing this.
