What the hell am I doing? Can I still study? Is everyone right that tells me that stopping for two years is too long? Is it the right choice in study? Do I want to live between the hip and trendy idiots of Amsterdam? Am I right in putting work in second place, while it’s going so well? Can I live in Holland again? Is doing two degrees in two years too much?

Yesterday was a day of questions. I am now waiting for a day of answers.